Thanks everyone for your replies. I understand this is a controversial topic, but I seriously just wanted the input of others who have been in the same shoes. Sure, our doctors are trained and understand medications, but they lack personal experience. Asking people that have been there and done that helps, especially since everyone here also has different opinions from their doctors which can vary. At the end of the day, I just want results and nothing seems to be working. Taking all three seperate, or in closer time frames didn't seem to matter. Maybe taking them all together would. In any case, I'm a bit shocked that the half life of estogen is so short that it must be taken throughout the day. I would've assumed that there would be a early peak that would slowly drop off a bit until the next day. I'm a bit surprised that the levels drop as dramatically as others are stating,, but I will take your word on it. I'm still not sure what to do, however, as I'm still looking like a big mainly man and nothing seems to make me feel like I'll ever pass or be taken seriously as female. I can't tell you how much this depresses me everyday. In any case, I will be going for a second opinion, and go to a very respected endo in my area that works with most trans people I know. The one I currently see is very nice and helpful, but I have concerns about where I am heading and want to get another opinion from someone that is highly respected by other transwoman. Plus, I've decided that I'm going to try injections. Got to get over my severe fear of needles. Just hoping my insurance will cover it all.
Again, thank you everyone for sharing your opinions and experiences. And I apologize for sounding ignorant and stubborn. I don't want to annoy anyone here and feel bad that I have this effect quite often. I just really have no idea what to do with my life and how to fix things. I'm quite certain transitioning is a huge part of improving my quality of life and leading me to happiness, but it's such a bumpy ride and I don't know how to navigate through all of this properly.