Never satisfied non-binaries

[helen2010]

Kaelin

Your comments again capture my experience.  I have also felt a definite pull towards a gender balanced or more human social role and an andro or even queer presentation.  For me this is inexorable and inevitable.

Separately I have also felt the pull and attraction of an MTF binary transition given the broader expression available to me as F..  However with low dose hrt removing the dysphoria, I have become more comfortable exploring the boundaries of a more andro spin on my birth gender and a growing ownership of my non binary identity.

This also coincides with my professional interest in leadership - assessment and development; competencies; the availability, leverage and appreciation of  inappropriately gendered capabilities with the usual  associated normative and unconscious bias.

Kaelin I also sense that this is the pursuit of being more human and more complete.  It feels natural, it feels like real growth and learning, it feels exciting.

Safe travels

Aisla

[Shantel]

Rather than espousing one of the usually polemic attitudes about creation and evolution, I have always aspired to the idea that they work together in an ongoing process and that all that we discuss here in these Non-Binary threads is evident of a consciousness of an ongoing subtle shift in humankind beginning with our own individual lives. Just a thought....

[helen2010]

Shantel

Perhaps this us far more tha a mere thought.  Spiritual and human evolution is a powerful and appealing concept

Aisla

[Satinjoy]

I'll say one thing, the hormones make a huge difference from being totally out of control to actually what I consider to be sane. 

I'll stick with the genuine package of me.  And value it as something special and unique.  Who wants to deny pieces of themselves that are healthy, needed by others, and real?

I don't.  In the back of my mind, my dysphoria nags and wants more, physically.  But it does not command my actions, and when I am fully mentally healthy and objective, I live a non binary dream life.

What a gift to not be limited or imprisoned by physical dysphoric drives.  To enjoy all that life offers.

Blessings, going on vacation and unfortunately forced to stealth for a bit out of necessity. 

But I know who I am so it doesn't matter.  They just can't handle it in their binary focus on living.  Not their fault, but I have grown past that limitation.

[Shantel]

Shantel

Perhaps this us far more tha a mere thought.  Spiritual and human evolution is a powerful and appealing concept

Aisla

Christ made the comment about the future life where there would be no giving in marriage, in other words if we were to extrapolate that further out then there would be no need for male and female because there would be no procreation. Neither my spouse or I are church people or are particularly religious unless it's about fishing. However she has made mention of this to me once not long ago even though I had never mentioned it to her previously, she came to this on her own just out of the blue. We're not into mental telepathy here either, so it makes me wonder about these things.