It feels a bit silly to post mine because it's so early. I've been on E for 1 month but it's the lowest dose really. I start everything (good dosage, hair removal etc) next month. So any changes you can see are padding and makeup. But I feel better about myself already
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These before pictures make me look happy in front of the camera but I wasn't. There are very few pics of me. These are pretty much all I have!
This is around the age of 25. Absolutely should have started here.
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Probably around 28 years old. Was running in the rain.
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This is just over a year ago. I was presenting as male and female at different times by this point. Telling people I was genderfluid. This is obviously a guy day.
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This is me at my current age, 30. Possibly the last guy pic before making the decision to start HRT.
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Last year I was living half my life presenting as male and half as female. This is after a night out. Still no HRT.
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From this point I had started HRT but such a low dose and so soon that there hadn't been any changes.
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This was the next day so the same situation.
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This is when I felt my life had really changed. No physical changes or anything but just happier. I moved to London, started a new job that was ok with the transitioning, and this is my new flat
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Totally used to London life and in a great mood even if I don't pass.
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I love how short this giant mirror makes me look! I'm pretty tall!
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I'm not a fan of this pic but it does a good job showing my masculine features and will be a good comparison point going forward.
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I don't even know. I blame a friend.
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This is my most recent pic but about a month ago actually. I'm growing out my natural hair but it's still short. It's very black so I thought I'd get a new wig so it isn't such a drastic change when I eventually start going wigless!
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Since taking that pic I do actually have some slight breast grown even from my hilariously low dosage. Apart from that no other changes except mentally
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all kicks off for me next month