Need a binder

[ReinventKai]

My name is Kai, female to male transgender. I'm 18 years old and am a student. I am currently looking for a job so At the moment I can't afford to get a binder. My dysphoria has gotten to the point where my suicidal tendencies are coming back. I feel depressed all the time. It's bad enough that I hate my body and on top of that my parents are homophobic. I've tried using ace bandages to bind but they were very uncomfortable and painful. I would really appreciate it if there is anyone out there that has a binder they don't need or can donate. I am desperate and need one as soon as possible. I looked up what size I am for an underworks binder but I don't think it's the same for all binders. Anyway for underworks I'm a medium. If anyone has a 988 or 997 medium binder in black that they could give me I would be very grateful. Please and thank you. -Kai

[Kiwi]

Hello and welcome here Kai
I understand you and I don't recommend using ace bandages anymore.
If you need a binder but you have no money for it, you can see the Big Brothers program: you contact them providing the info they need and then they will send you a free binder. It's a program that works with donations of money and used binders. This is the link, hope it helps

http://www.thetransitionalmale.com/BBUBmain.html

[ReinventKai]

Hey thanks! I've contacted them twice this past month and still no response. I'll wait another two weeks and if still no response I'll try again.

[Tysilio]

Be patient. Nick, who runs the program single-handed, is a busy guy, but he will get back to you. That program is a great service to the FTM community...

[ReinventKai]

Thanks. I'll be as patient as I can. I've tried this program before but I was only 15 then.