Really interesting discussion so far.
I had a huge response typed out, but it was all over the place and made much more sense in my mind than in text.
Anyway, I've finally come to the realization that I'm a male genderqueer transsexual. I totally overcompensate my lack of male parts with masculinity because I hate being perceived as female, even though biologically speaking, I am. I don't like the fact that I do this, because I really don't ascribe to any gender, but it kinda helps with the social aspect of dysphoria. I hope that once I'm on T and have top surgery, I'll feel much more comfortable just being "me."
And again, I seem to have rambled on. Hopefully somebody can get something out of that or relate to it in some way lol
