I seen one person in the past for my gender problems. He was not a gender therapist, but he said he had a friend that was a gender therapist. Apparently, he goes to her to learn about transsexuals. Which is good.
I am very poor and had to pay 50$ dollars for therapy after I have lost the worst job I ever had in life. I only had eight therapy sessions and they definitely did not help. In fact I felt worst about my problems then when I first came in. In one of our therapy session he decided to end the therapy thirty minutes early because I had nothing to talk to him about. Its basically the same thing day in and day out. I feel depress, suicidal, hate myself, hate my past life, really hate my past jobs, never had friends and a meaningful relationship, people make up lies about me in and out of college/work, work abuse, etc... My life was no better then when I was a kid. The neighbors pick on me, never had contact with anyone in school - period (NEVER), people rob me in the streets one time when I went to the store. My childhood was not exciting. Many years I spend my time being very jealous at all the girls, while all these horrible things happen to me. When something bad happens and I cry my stepdad threaten to hit me with a belt.
I don't see my last therapist because I ran out of money. Honestly, am not going to see him again because he has no ideal what he is doing. There are some things he wants me to do, but I feel like its too much. Then when I do something that seems more like a jump rather then a baby step he gets worry. Isn't he suppose to be supporting me? What happen with, go at the patients paste of speed. sometime he is too fast and too slow which bothers me a lot.
If I ever get another job I am definitely going to a gender therapist and not a person who knows a gender therapist. What a waste of money.
