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Started by San84, December 07, 2005, 07:33:39 PM

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San84

Hi everyone, I thought I'd introduce myself on these forums. I'm a twenty-one year old from Florida and identified as a T-Girl.

Hmm, I First identified as a girl since pretty early on. The thought of dressing as a girl wasn't really an issuse. Since I was about ten I always followed the trends set by my sister. Usually gothic hehe. Though my outlook on fashion has individualized I just like to wear plain black pants with the occasional dark toned T-Shirt or sweater.

Started on a basic hormone regime about five months ago. Precedently I took herbals since I was 17. Growing up I had many bronchial diseases. Mainly Asthma though the result in staying alive I was put on numerous steroids. Resulting I came into a late puberty at around 16.
It wasn't until this time I could start noticing the differences happening to my body.

I was always able to express myself sort of androgynously. The "male attention" was literally driving me insane. Almost being committed quite a few times for self mutilation and thoughts of suicide. My parents sent me to a therapist. The shrink I went to couldn't know anything if it hit her on the head. After attempts to explain things to her, she quickly labeled me "clinically depressed" hopped me up on a million anti-depressants. In my youth I tried to explain to her about my gender dysphoria. She quickly kept reassuring me its normal and wouldn't hear of it going any further as starting HRT or anything. I couldn't come to tell my family because my dad would most likely of kicked me out.

Now I'm just a fun loving person, who likes going to the movies and chatting online. Oh and playing a few mmorpgs hehe. Hope you enjoyed my rant! I hope to meet many fun individuals and friends here! :)
~San
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stephanie_craxford

Hello San

Welcome to Susan's.  You will find that we are a pretty friendly bunch, with a wide variety of views and opinions.  One thing that we all have in common is that we offer support to each other, in a friendly, and sometimes firm, frank manner.  Be sure to read the rules https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,2.0.html and be sure to explore the Wiki, there is tons of information there.

Just a word on the herbal hormaones - Don't waste your money

So relax join in the forums, your among friends.

Steph
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JenniferElizabeth

    Hi San,
Welcome to susans. I hpoe you find alot of friends here.I also hope you have a good journey. God bless!!!
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ILoveTSWomen

Welcome San

Nice to have you here

DennisInGA
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San84

Thank you for the welcome :) Yes I first started on the herbal mones but then met someone who guided me through purchasing "normal" or "real" hormones. I could easily say that there is a big difference between two years on herbal and five months on normal.  :P

I've been searching for infomation on finding a gender therapist in the orlando florida area but no luck what so ever. :-\ It sorta stinks living in the middle of nowhere  :(

I've been reading around these forums for a few hours now and have to say that there is definitely some spiffy info here.

*hugs*

~San
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Shelley

Welcome to Susan's San,

Your right this site is full of information especially the WIKI where you will find a lot of very helpful information. Hope you enjoy your time at Susan's I suspect that you will as we're a pretty friendly bunch.

Shelley
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Jillieann Rose

Hi San,
Just want to add my welcome.
I'm a CD plus from nowhere in Michigan.
:)
Jillieann
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Cassandra

Hi San,

Welcome to Susan's. There is a lot of info here as I'm sure you are discovering. Don't be afraid to jump into a thread with your own comments and take on life. So, fix yourself a cup of tea or other relaxing beverage, sit dow, take your shoes off and set a spell.

Good Journey,

Cassie
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