Thank you everyone, for the warm wishes, prayers and thoughts. And all the notes of encouragement, I wish I could have been a bit better to be able to see them sooner and to reply,. I am taken back a little, and am crying a little as I read posts and messages that I haven't opened since I have been gone every es love here has truly touched me, and is giving me strength to be able to continue to fight, while I am now home I am still not 100% and I don't know how long it will take. The surgery was suppose to be a simple 2 level discectomy, the Dr ended up having to go in further because of the damage and because of my breathing after the surgery he decided to admit me, it was suppose to be a day to just make sure, unfortunately because of my multiple medical conditions and other factors some additional issues surfaces and quickly became a fight for my life, as I crashed on Saturday. I was saved and placed into icu and once the danger was clear and I was stabilized they moved me back. I was released finally yesterday, and while I have been released I am still recovering. I am not going to lie, I wish I could be doing better, but it seems me and my body don't totally agree, and while I am struggling I am not giving up.
Thank you everyone, you have my love and gratitude, the motivation everyone has gave has given me strength to keep fighting and not give up. With tears, thank you all so much.
