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to those single fleeting moments

Started by Umiko, July 20, 2014, 09:23:03 PM

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Umiko

ah, here's to those moments. to all those things that allow you to just sit back and stare, and here's to those heart filled cries that truly make you look at yourself for what you really are. i still dont understand or do i have to drive anymore to seek the things that are out of my reaches right now but i understand that its those moments of feeling trapped that i truly find what i am looking for the most. a single fleeting moment but yet that moment is all it takes. no reformity, just a moment of utter silence, a heart beat, a single breath and a single tear drop. a moment that leaves even the coldest of hearts still long enough to allow warmth to caught up for a second, and a tired runner that chance to catches their breathe. a moment like a gentle summer breeze in a field full of your favorite flowers and a moment like watching the gentle rain tapping at your window. to those moments you have like spending time with a warm loving family, and to those moments of a hearty laugh with your friends. to those moments of grieving with your heart with the sadness of loss and holding on to a happier future taking every moment in your hands and living the fullest. to those moments where you dont have to fight just to survive but fight to live and to those moments you can just be you. to that moment where you can let out a cry in weakness and not hold back and to that moment where you finally take the hand reaching out with all your strength. moments like these are rare so with that said, here's to those fleeting moments where you just dont give a damn about your problems and find just a hint of solace even if its for a moment.
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androgynouspainter26

I know exactly what you mean...I've been having a resurgence of identity crisis as I enter my third year of transition, and right now I can't find enough of those moments when I can just forget about everything I'm going through and enjoy life.  There's this constant presence in my head-it's enough to drive me insane at times.  It's hard to fall back to earth after those moments...at the end of them, I look around and realize I still need to get my sh*t together, and that's that.
My gender problem isn't half as bad as society's.  Although mine is still pretty bad.
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