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Great Progress Report Just 5 Weeks In

Started by JohannaJohn, July 23, 2014, 10:43:52 PM

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JohannaJohn

I am 56.  I am just 5 weeks in, on E in a pure form (estradiol valerate) and P in a pure form (micronized progesterone).  I have spiro at my house, but I have not taken any spiro yet and I don't want until and unless it becomes absolutely necessary.

I have what I consider to be spectacular results so far.

My nipples are protruding and very large and always erect.  I have many white bumps all over my nipple and areola areas.  My nipples appear ready for a baby to nurse on them.  I am happier than happy!!!

:)

My breasts are for sure more round and feminine now.  I don't think they are a lot bigger yet, but yes a little bit, and my 6 year old daugher, for the first time ever, was staring at my breasts at the pool today, so SHE certainly notices the difference.

When I have a shirt on and it is medium tight against my chest area, my nipples are rather obvious now, poking through my shirt.

My former body odor problem totally disappeared within 3 weeks on hormones.

My facial acnes has almost totally disappeared.

My hair is now growing longer a bit, again...remember I am 56, and I have a little gray...but now my hair on my head is of higher quality, and softer.  The difference is astrounding to me.

MOST important, I am stunned at the significant psychological changes.

I have almost constant happiness.  I seem to be able to handle even major work problems and personal relationship issues with a much more INTUITIVE FEEL and I am absolutely stunned at how great this is.

So, can high-quality, medical grade female hormones work starting at age 56?

I think my answer is super obvious.

This is so wonderful, and stupendous, and amazing, to bring all this into reality.

Wow do I feel right.  My life as a male has been reasonable up to now, but this is super more amazing and I am stunned at the great psychological effects...

It is one thing to "understand there will be emotional and psychological effects from these powerful hormones", going in,,.

But wowowowowow I never could have imagined these FEELINGS....

Calmness, I feel RIGHT...

I know I am repeating myself, but I feel like I want to shout out to the world, my happiness.

I have suppressed my female side for far too long.  Letting Johanna emerge is like a new person is being born, in many respects.

I may have to "come out" at work sometime in near future, especially if I get significantly more breast development.

I feel like I want to take progesterone forever.

I have already "come out" to my 6 year old daughter, my genetic girlfriend, and 2 other female friends.  I haven't "come out" to any male friends yet (genetic males that is), in the real world.  And, I have "come out" to you great gals here.

Never again do I want to fail to have my toenails polished bright red.  I just don't feel right now, unless my toenails are always polished bright red.

I have come out at the beach with bright red toenails and deep purple polished fingernails while dressed in a male bathing suit, and the stunned looks I get from strangers are very amusing for both me and my genetic girlfriend.  It makes us both laugh.

My genetic girlfriend has painted my nails already.

I have changed colors of my nails by letting my 6 year old daughter paint my nails.  We sure have fun together doing this, because then she paints her nails, too.  This just seems so RIGHT and natural to me now.

I haven't "come out" yet at the pool at my apartment complex where I live, so I use diver's boots to cover my toenails.  I have gotten some strange questions such as "why do you always come to the pool with divers boots?"  I find this questions rather amusing.  My 6 year old daughter gets a kick out of people asking me this question, because she knows all about the "secret" of my bright red toenails.

I don't know how much longer I will be able to go the pool without a shirt on, without "coming out."

All the best (and breast!)
Johanna.
I am female.
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