We share something in common. I've never had any lover of any type in my life before either. But that's due to my own choice.
But when it comes to getting a girlfriend, you can't just walk into a store, and all-of-a-sudden get one just like that. If you want a girlfriend, that means you want love of which you can share with another. You don't just get that in the blink of an eye. You say you are patient, well that's great. Those who wait get greater rewards. One terrible thing that exists in the world, is infatuation. Infatuation is a distraction. It is something that leads so many away from finding true love, becase they are so impatient they just take the next best thing, which leads to breakups, divorce, and depression. When you want true love, you have to go much deeper than just a person's body, and who can provide the best sex. You have to go to a woman's personality, something that can be very fragile. You need to be with a girl as a friend. You need to get closer to her, and make a connection. Eventually you can find out how much you can trust her, and you can tell her your secret. Perhaps she will accept you. Perhaps not, but if she doesn't, then you won't be able to get true love out of her anyway, because acceptance is a key factor for it. But if she does accept it, and if she finds it more appealing of this fact, then you have a good clue that there could be the love in her you are searching for. You need to be with her more, and more all the time. You need to go places together, do things together. Make her smile, give her hugs, make her enjoy being with you. But once you grow your relationship with her, don't just stop. You need to make it stronger. There is no limit to doing to much with love. Increase the time you spend with her, give her more hugs, thank her for the things she does, listen to the things she says. Complement her in any way you can. Just be interested in her, before yourself. Do something special for her, something that will impress her so much because you are the only one who would do it for her. As time goes by, and your feelings toward each other get stronger, you will more understand if you can find love in her. You will feel if she is right for you. Ask her on a date. Maybe she will say yes. Just go somewhere nice, and talk. Have a good time, and learn all about her. The more you can learn the better. You will learn if you enjoy her more or not. If you are enjoying yourself with her, don't quite on her now. Be even more with her. Hold her, let your hugs be longer, let your smiles be bigger. And if she feels the same with you, you will one day be in that spot, where you stand by each other, and it's really quite. You're both unsure as to what you should say, but you see each others eyes, and it says all you need. And you brush the hair out of her eyes, and hold the side of her face ever so softly, so gently with your hand, and she stares at you, knowing that she is falling in love with you. As you realize that too, your eyes close as you come together, and you give that first kiss. There's no time to say any words as she kisses back, and you stand in the moonlight together with your lips pressed against her, and your arms wrapped around her body. A spark is ignited, and now your feelings are both to strong to just ignore. You stay together so much more. You can't live without her in your site, and she can't either. As much time passes out, your feelings are hitting you so hard inside that it hurts. Only this is the most wonderful pain you've experienced ever in your life. You know now that you need her. You know you have a strong love and she is the one you want to share it with. So you buy that big shiny ring, and you plan out the most romantic way ever to ask her the question. And when all comes to plan, she sees you there on you knee as a tear comes to her eye, and she says that word. That one word that creates an unbreakable bond. The word that shows you have found true love. Yes.
