Disappointed in being Transexual

[janetcgtv]

I get a little confused because when people say they are disappointed about being TS but want to be cis instead. they do not say which one they want to be.

Like if there was a pill out there to get rid of being TS they would take it. Many others would not like those who would still do SRS.

Like me, where I wish I could have been a mother.

You can change your vote in this poll . Like you had pressed wrong option instead.

[Kylie]

I wouldn't care which gender I was if I could just be free if the internal struggle of beng trans.  There wasn't a choice for that.

[Jessica Merriman]

I wouldn't care which gender I was if I could just be free if the internal struggle of beng trans.  There wasn't a choice for that.

Definitely this!/\

I am not disappointed I am a trans girl. It makes me unique and special as far as I am concerned. I do not like the Dysphoria it caused, but that has been dealt with in transition. How many people get the chance to experience life from both sides? I look at it as a strange privilege of a sort. I hear it now everyone, this is just my personal opinion, OK? 

[suzifrommd]

Actually, I'm happy being myself. Yes, I have intense jealousy of Cis women, but I know that's an ILLUSION.

I wouldn't be any happier if I had been born a cis woman.

Fact is, my life has been pretty terrific and being trans has allowed me to understand and feel things that cis people simply can't.

[Saint Frankenstein]

I would much rather be a cis man since I feel that's how things should have been. I do not like being trans. I can understand that it gives us a unique perspective of gender, but that's really not worth it for me. If someone could give me a pill or whatever that gives me a Y chromosome, penis, testicles, prostate, etc. I'd take it with no hesitation.

[Myarkstir]

Do i feel jealousy for sexy ciswomen... yup

Would i change my life? No without it i would have not met my wife
And it would have meant failing my karma the same as if i hadn't accepted myself and did not achieve my srs

Also i find myself sexier then the average cis woman my weight. Several women at work find my and i quote "sexy" and they tell me often.
Considering i have not 1 single surgery this is an accomplishment.

Lastly when i wear my short jean skirt and cross my legs, i spotted many hard on's around me, which is the ultimate compliment.

So no i would not wish to be a ciswoman. I would loose way too much.

[Miss_Bungle1991]

Meh..I'm a pre-op transchick. I will always be one. I've accepted it and that's it.

[stephaniec]

If I was born female it  definitely  would of saved me from hell. I'm a some what strange character though, I get a curious  excitement from being TRANSGENDER.

[Jill F]

I would only be disappointed if I failed to do something to combat the dysphoria and ended up six feet under because of it.  It is what it is, I did the best I could and I think everything will be OK now.

[Miss_Bungle1991]

I would only be disappointed if I failed to do something to combat the dysphoria and ended up six feet under because of it.  It is what it is, I did the best I could and I think everything will be OK now.

I agree. I was at a point when I was 29 where if I didn't get the ball rolling at that point in time, I would have been dead by my next birthday. I had spent 10 years doing everything I could (actually, more like 15 years), to distract my mind from the hell of GID. But by 29, I was at a point where all of the "distractions" weren't working and I was really close to giving up and killing myself. I basically saw my coming out as my last shot and if that went south, I would be long dead by now.

[Jess42]

Preferably I would rather have been born female. But if that would have happened I wouldn't be her amongst all the "real, genuine" people on this sight. Which leads me to this statement, I think we are way more special than the cisgnders because we see things form two sides instead of one in agender cpacity.

Still I pray everynight and have been since I was really young to wake up as a woman in the morning. I find myself, since i have been on this forum praying for everyone else's well being and self acceptance right along with the same thing I always have prayed for. So in actuallity, and this will sound pretty effed up but it seems being trans has actually made me a better caring person even though I am stil bitter at not being born a ciswoman. God 50/50 chance and ended up being born the worng gender? Yeah I am bitter but it is more bitter-sweet than anything else.