Hugs to all, I AM FEMALE...
Gals, I am flabbergasted. Stupendously surprised. While presenting as male in a supermarket a couple of days ago, shopping with my 6 year old daughter in the Latin country where I live, I gave the "frequent shopper number" of my ex-wife the mother of my daughter to the 30 year female cashier to run through the computer so I could get the discounts -- my ex doesn't mind as it gives her extra points for free stuff...
The female cashier said in Spanish, the language here, "Mrs. Vicky -----, ma'am...omg, sir I am so sorry I thought you were Mrs. Vicky..." Um, wow. What can I say?
WOW AM I HAPPY!!!
Today, I was buying more micronized progesterone and estradiol valerate in a local pharmacy, and the about 30 year old female cashier was saying in Spanish to another store on the phone to "please bring me an extra estogen I have a woman here who needs an extra box" right in front of me.
The cashier stared at my breasts a bit, too.
I had NO makeup on, and I was dressed entirely in a male shirt and male pants. Bottom-down shirt. But my breasts and nipples are starting to get STARED AT by both males and females.
My nipples protrude totally obviously from my shirt. It is obvious I have small feminine breasts, if anyone looks closely enough. People ARE staring now.
My breasts are definitely bigger than just 1 week ago.
Today, in the mirror, I was STUNNED to observie that my neck has shrunk. Yes, it is very obvious, and I am not kidding. Does anyone know if this is typical? And the front of my neck near my Adam's Apple is smooth, like a girl's neck.
Today, I noticed that the palms of my hands no longer look like my age of 56. The palms of my hands are as smooth now as the palms of a 25 year old cis girl. INCREDIBLE!
My hair is starting to grow longer, I have LOST ALL DESIRE TO GET A HAIRCUT ANYTIME SOON. Maybe after it grows some more, I will have it styled in a unisex way so I can still work as a male for the time being, but go out with my daughter or cis girlfriend presenting mostly female.
Gals, my hair is now SMOOTH and soft. At age 56, I have a little gray but not too much fortunely.
Estradiol valerate and micronized progesterone are like a fountain of youth for my hair and hands.
Gals, listen to this...
My new lengthening hair is growing anew in my natural light brown hair color with ZERO gray!!!
I have found the fountain of youth.
Testosterone poisoning is horrible, gals. I am SO happy I am correctly this imbalance in my body with my correct female hormones that my body and my mind NEED for sure.
If my hair growth continues, I want to grow my hair to at least my shoulder blades, and it appears that just maybe it will be the natural light brown of my youth!!!
Can you believe this gals? I feel SO excited.
Maybe to work a little while long as a male at the University and with my private clients, maybe I could just put my hair in a ponytail like some macho guys do, and simply do it this way when working as a male.
Then, when I want to present as female in front of my daughter and cis girlfriend and her sister at my house, and/or go out as a female, I can simply let me hair flow free and natural.
Have any of you gals had results this tremendous, so early on HRT?
My former body odor problem disappeared 3 weeks into HRT. No more body odor.
Best of all, I can FEEL INTUITIVELY as a female.
All hail our beloved estrogen and progesterone, the key to aligning our emotional and physical states with our true female selves.
Love,
Johanna.
I AM FEMALE.
