Hey there guys n' gals.
My name's Tyson, nice to meet you. I'm from Texas and currently living with parents who know nothing about my life. So that's a great way to start. I'm in college, hence why the parental living situation. I could dig into my demons, but let's say that my life growing up has been the standard Southern Baptist way of growing up as a female. (No offense to Christians! Just my family lol)
I've identified as a Trans guy for almost a year now, only to close friends and on the internet. Ups and downs and learning myself has been hell, but i'm sure you can all relate. *shrug* It's hard for me because i'm so indecisive, so my automatic thought is "what if it's a phase?". I took breaks from 'trans' and was just me, or was girly, or ... yeah nothing else seemed to stick. Realizations from how i was when i was younger, what i used to do, how i acted and who i hung out with. All these signs point to it, and i think i'm just scared.
I have a binder, though i need a new (smaller?) one. I never wear it. I'm always at home and fear that they would notice - which they would considering my natural chest size.... Yay.
Anyway, rambling aside. I found susan's aaaages ago and just now learned of the forum. I was more shocked when i realized it was active, as most places i'd seen were not. I live in a small town in Texas, so i don't have any resources except my boyfriend (who is trans as well) and a few friends who i rarely see or talk to. The forum here seems nice, from me hovering over it for a week now, so ...yeah.
Thanks for reading all my mess <3
-Ty
