At times I feel like I am in a midlife crisis, but I don't know. I've felt this way all my life.
I'm 36. Is it too early for one?
What really rang my bell was that I had to go out of town for training, just me, no family whatsoever. I bought some clothes there and at the hotel I dressed up enfemme and even walked outside by the pool, even went out, drove around and got dinner. No one really told me anything. That's when it hit me - this is who I am. I think my dysphoria completely locked on then and wasn't going away no matter how I try.
That mythbusters episode was cool though. One of my favorite shows.
On a side note, it would be interesting explaining to the cop if I got pulled over... lol That said I drive carefully since I like to avoid traffic stops.
