What are you thinking? 9.0

[Miss_Bungle1991]

I'm such a coward. *sigh* I have all the support I could ask for, from almost everyone in my life who knows what I'm dealing with, but I'm just too scared to go for what I want.

You might as well go for it, man. You only live once. The hell with the fear.

[DelKay]

I'm still thinking about how some lady called me "Miss" at work today. Highlight of my dreary week. Lol

[Marcellow]

I'm such a coward. *sigh* I have all the support I could ask for, from almost everyone in my life who knows what I'm dealing with, but I'm just too scared to go for what I want.

And what would that be?

[Adam (birkin)]

The girl I like. She's been doing things that indicate that she likes me. I don't know for sure but friends have told me they see her looking at me when I'm not watching. I've had multiple mutual acquaintances of ours ask me what's going on between us, and then encouraging me to tell her how I feel. But she has a boyfriend. And she's...I don't know, she sends mixed signals.

Really I am just flat out scared of rejection. She won't reject me for my history, I know that for a fact. I just worry it will create animosity and drama.

[Miss_Bungle1991]

Really I am just flat out scared of rejection. She won't reject me for my history, I know that for a fact. I just worry it will create animosity and drama.

Well, while I can't say anything about the relationship aspect of this. (Having never been in any sort of real relationship on that level) I have never cared about  if what I said made someone angry or caused them to ditch me. Other than the gender stuff, I let it all out and the hell with what happens afterwards. Once I finally came out, after 25 years of being in the closet, I have zero cares about what happens when I let things out now. Zip. Zilch. None.

The way I see it: If someone else has a problem with this or that. That's too bad for them. Life is too short to worry about things like that.

[Rainbow Brite]

Just signed up to drive for Celadon Trucking. If all goes well, I start their training soon and then, eventually I have to drive team. (Bleh)The good news is that I get to choose my team mate and I will drive with another woman Unless I request a guy. (Not Likely!)

There are a lot of people who are liking the starship model I designed. Lots of encouragement and whatnot. But I still feel worthless as ever. lol
Sometimes its not even worth getting out of bed these days.

[Mark3]

I can feel my femaleness coming on tonight..
Happy..........

[JHeron]

Im thinking how different my college career is from my high school one, and how out of place I feel.

[Autumn Faith]

Happy Halloween all my brother's n sister's.... hugs to you all!! We all are special people... all unique unto ourselves. Beautiful and incredible people we all are.  Just wanting to send out a  big giant sloppy hug..... hahahahahahaaha.

Life is hard. Wear a helmet.

[Mark3]

Im thinking how different my college career is from my high school one, and how out of place I feel.

I've been there for sure..!
I'm sorry, I know how bad that feels..

[Mark3]

Happy Halloween all my brother's n sister's.... hugs to you all!! We all are special people... all unique unto ourselves. Beautiful and incredible people we all are.  Just wanting to send out a  big giant sloppy hug..... hahahahahahaaha.

Life is hard. Wear a helmet.

Sammmmme to you Autumn..!
I agree, bless us one and all..
We make such a special family here,
With an amazing loving vibe that radiates
Over the whole internet..

Have a wonderful evening everyone..!

[Miss_Bungle1991]

Wear a helmet.

No way! They mess up my hair.

[JHeron]

I've been there for sure..!
I'm sorry, I know how bad that feels..

Wait think you might have misunderstood. I never attended class in high school(I had family issues plus I was a punk) hell I had to get a lawyer to graduate. Now I'm in advanced classes a 3.6 gpa.. I know that's good but it makes me feel wrong and terribly out of place.

[Autumn Faith]

Lol Laura.  True I supose... hahaaha

Life is hard. Wear a helmet.

[Apples Mk.II]

36 hours off E. No known symptoms yet. Either pills have a larger half life than injections, or my T is still high enough to prevent hot flashes. Maybe I should masturbate to check nothing's happening down there?

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[Rainbow Brite]

Going to get a manicure today with my Niece.

[immortal gypsy]

A male friend of mine told me my new jacket is a little short and I should of gone the next size up.
I still don't think he understands what is actually happening. Maybe its time for another talk, this time with detailed diagrams

Oh and the jacket is totally awesome and said buy me as soon I put in on. Screamed buy me when I saw it on me

[Charley Bea(EmeraldP)]

After this afternoon feeling like a complete idiot.

[JHeron]

Julia-  I didn't see your profile picture when I read your comment. Like an imbecile I immediately thought you meant MDMA. I hope it isn't doesn't offend. I'm just laughing out loud at my lapse in intelligence right now lol

[Apples Mk.II]

Julia-  I didn't see your profile picture when I read your comment. Like an imbecile I immediately thought you meant MDMA. I hope it isn't doesn't offend. I'm just laughing out loud at my lapse in intelligence right now lol

Googling MDMA right now... My only known drug I abuse is alcohol, on those days that have been so bad I decide I voluntarily want to get knocked out for once. So right now I don't know if I'm having a minor hangover (two 6'8% alcohol volulme 33cl beers) or the first effects of cutting hormones for surgery.

I always have to play it safe... That's what it means to be an hypocondriac. It's doubtful I'm at risk of blood clots now, but... It's going to be a nasty month.