Quote from: Ms Grace on August 23, 2014, 11:00:28 PM
To be honest Johanna, I've never had women stare or look at my breasts (at least not so blatantly), and that is even amongst lesbian women. Since you are not out I wonder if she was "looking at your breasts" but just wondering "what is going on down there". Yes, breasts are great but I find having guys stare at them is actually creepy.
Thanks so much Grace, you are great girl, yes it is true that maybe she was "just curious" and looking at them for that reason...
I mean, here eyes just kept going back and forth between my face and my boobs, but more of the time she was looking at my breasts...
Well, yes, I haven't come out yet at work, but they sure may be "suspecting" something is up...

Remember that earlier this week at the University I got MA'AM-ed by the female Human Resources Director at the University, which totally shocked me in a good way.

The female Human Resources Manager didn't STARE at my breasts the way my boss, the female Academic Coordinator did, but she looked a little bit at my breasts.
In both cases this week, yes Grace, I think they may think "something is going on down there" and they are wondering what is happening.

Grace, maybe this is good news. I mean, if they already "suspect" something is up, and are treating me great, today they gave me an 18-year-old female intern to teach how to teach (the female intern will sit in on my classes for the rest of the semester through December to learn how I teach, since I am a highly experienced and outstanding Professor). Only 10 of the 120 Professors there have the honor of training teacher interns, so they obviously consider me to be one of their very best Professors.
But why it is great is that if and when I DO in fact "come out" at the University (and one trans girl from here who saw my breasts on Skype "warned" me that I am likely to have a hard time hiding my breasts in just ONE month from now), which maybe "force" me to do this sooner than later...
Whenever that moment might come, if my Boss (the Head Academic Coordinator) and the Head of Human Resources, BOTH are still treating me great, asking me to take on extra teacher training which is normally only offered to their best employees who they are VERY satisfied with, while SUSPECTING "something is going on down there in my breast area" well what I hope, Grace, is that they will not be offended if I tell them I want to be a girl at work at the University.
I DO want to be a girl at my University job, but I don't know if I ask them that, if I am at risk of losing my great job. Colombia doesn't have much in the way of anti-discrimination laws like Europe and North America and I presume Australia where YOU live.
I want to come out at my apartment complex very soon. I want to be to freely come and go dressed in my beautiful pink and white horizontally-striped sun dress, and sexy bra with my small but totally real and natural breasts. I feel more "safe" with this one, since if my neighbors decide they hate me for being a girl, they cannot hurt me financially.
Hugs,
Johanna.
FEMALE