It is funny how life goes right? When I was young I have been depressive, troubled, anti social. I was bullied and was an outsider. People thought I was gay, weird or just an easy victim to step on.
I had my parents divorcing. More troubles. Issues at school. I was a slow learner and at some point everyone believed I needed professional help to be able to life as how everyone else does. I started another study. This time towards my all time hobby, being creative.
From here on everything changed. I stood up for myself and did what I thought was scary. I walked up to total strangers and would just socialize, make friends, make contacts. Internships/jobs suddenly went perfect but even so, I still felt something was missing.
To myself and anyone who ever doubted I proved otherwise by temporarily moving to London to have an internship in the number 1 agency worldwide. Where people used to look down on me, they now looked up to me. I had people telling me I got it easy. I got talent. I know what I am doing. While they didn't knew where I came from and how tough it has been. But now because I made being a weird one, my own, I made it this far.
The thing is; people don't see what you went trough to get at where you stand now. I don't want people telling me I got a talent for my job or how they might be jealous of how I am expressing myself.
About myself! I am 26 and at the moment living at home while I am looking for a job. I am starting with hormones in about a month or two and can't wait
! I already live my life how I would like to and am often seen as a woman, which is awesome
! I am 189 cm tall and alright a little shorter would be nice but standing out is also.
Beside that I am a creative weirdo with a love for colors and anything creativity related! My dream is to work in the top of the design and how weird it may be; I am already thinking of a creative way to out myself, go viral and make genderdysforie cool instead of taboo. No idea how that will go, but ah well.. I am a weird one so I just as well do something with it
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