My hair in odd shape again

[Larisa]

I went to have it trimmed some just so the top part that has been growing out more can blend in better and she did a good job of that. It just got cut some to short and looks awkward again kind of even when I thought it would be okay myself. Ive been taking gel or such and back on my head. It will grow back right and for what was cut off took around 3 to 4 months considering the vitamins Im using help grow my hair way faster along with ending the thinning. It just feels not me, a girl. It's not short. It's around the chin or so so it's not short but it looks a bit odd. Im happy that it gives me a chance for those hairs on top to grow out more even but sad as it's a bit out of place right now. So ya Im a bit sad right now. I know it will be grown back just right in 3 or 4 months and can go from there again but it does bother me.

[Larisa]

also how I know Im really uncomfortable being a guy ever again is having to basically be one today. So aside from the gel hair thing today which is not me, tonight was worse. WAY worse what I did basically feeling like an ftm which was a weird feeling but uncomfortable beyond words feeling. I went out and put my hair up in a cap best I could so it wouldnt appear. I than wore a hoodie but with the cap backwards trying to fit in possibly since the gel thing is not me. I was told today by many "Oh I like your hair." and such with the gel. One lady even called me a man with another comment which was just made me uneasy inside but I didnt show it. Tonight was just beyond strange as Im not a guy and so trying to be one and macho like say fred durst was a living hell. Im a bit lost at the moment because of the hair.

The girl who cut it did do a good job and did set it up to grow out really much like a girl. She doesnt know Im transgender either. She put in some bang length on the right side plus she cut it up on the sides so in 4 months, it will look alot like a girls hair. It's just that waiting time. Im uncomfortable but I know she helped alot! She has probably helped it way more than I realize at the moment but trying to act like a guy is fake, uncomfortable and feels like I said above a ftm and for that I discovered even how much of a girl I am inside than I realized days ago even. Be yourself!

[VeronicaLynn]

Why trust anyone to cut your hair? They almost always do it wrong. If you want something done right, do it yourself...

But do it like professionals do, don't try to scissor cut things short, it just doesn't end up looking good. You can get clippers for like $15 at discount stores, mirrors aren't all that expensive either.

If you are growing it out just let it grow! Just trim the split ends every 6 weeks or so. If you keep cutting it, you just prolong the already long process.