You're pretty early into HRT, so as time goes by you'll most likely find these parts of you dissappearing and watching yourself become ever more feminine in mannerisms and other little things as time passes. At least that's been my experience. But I wasn't anything close to macho before and would constantly get lecturd by my brother about "being so girlish and acting like a girl, and not in a gay boy way, but in a wow, that's femme sort of way." I don't know, but I have def become more femme a year and half into HRT. For intstance, I talk, walk, sit and act pretty femme without trying. It's just natural. Before, I might have to catch myself placing my legs different. I wouldn't worry too much about it. I wouldn't know much about strength. I hit my BF as hard as I can, as he tellls me to, and he just laughs. Plus, during sex, he throws me around like a rag doll. The other night, OMG, wonderful. I think the neighbor said something to him about keeping it quiet with his girl as I moan to loud. Somehow, I moan and make noises like a female in the moment now, without rying. So, give it time. You'll be fine.
