Hi Girls
It's been a bit over a year since my last post. I hope you all have been safe and well
I've been lurking at times on Susan's seeing how everyone is going and it makes me feel like I'm not alone and their are ppl out their who understand
Anyway time for the update
I think I just me came out at work and went full time. I stayed at my job for another six months bit unfortunately if realised that once ppl have an impression of you it's unlikely to change. Subtle I was still been treated like a guy and being excluded by the other female employee. They were respectful and they tried their best but in the end I couldn't handle their treatment of me and quit. I then took three months off realised a lot of problems that I've generally had and life and that I was having a work weren't transgender related. I realised my parents me helped me emotional and we're do absorbed in their in lives that I was forgotten about. I ended up shutting them out if my life realising they had a bad influence on my life.
Once I become strong again I went back to work this time stealth. Now I have exactly what I wanted a job as me with no one knowing about my past and been completely treated as a women. So now I know how other women are treated work twice as hard for less pay. Now I know why women equality is just big issue. I saying that I love working as me and wouldn't change that for anything in the world.
Personally I'm still single been through the process if did coving my sexuality thinking I was straight originally then bi/lesbian and then recently realising I'm only attracted to men so straight again.
That's me in a nut she'll still working towards surgery which I dint think will happen until first half of next year.
Final piece if advice be true to yourself. Have some close friends/family that are reliable, have a good therapist and never give up. You will get their just need to keep trying one step at a time. Which I know is easier said then done.
I'm to stay a bit more active now
See you around
Lots of love
Emma
