Though technically speaking it began about two years ago but now, I finally have an appointment with a therapist who specializes in GID/GD. I can only hope she is the one who can help me and that she truly knows what she's doing as, the previous two did not and, this one is the last one who specializes in GID/GD. I see her next week.
I'm also hoping she can help me sort through all my other emotions and problems. Even now, I haven't been able to send an email to my sis to congratulate her on her wedding, the very SAME wedding she uninvited me to while blaming me for her doing so which was a load of BS. I'm still upset about it tbh, so I'm hoping she can help me sort through that, though there's much more to sort through..
I wonder what she'll say. What to expect? What I should say? I don't feel like telling her the whole 2 year story which took me 2-3 sessions to tell to the last therapist that didn't work out...
