I finally realized we all experience gender dysphoria differently. I never felt the depression and desperation. I always knew my body was wrong, and prayed every night to wake up as a girl. For me it is all very much needed for my quality of life, I didn't want those feelings anymore. Right now I am mere months away from bottom surgery. For myself I will finally feel like a woman on the outside. I finally feel complete on this inside. I know that our bodies and genitals don't define our gender but for me it is definitely part of it. We are all on our individual journeys and we can relate to each other with our common experiences. My transition is being handed on a silver platter , it had been the one very easy part of my life. It makes my other, worse problems that much easier to work on and for that I am eternally grateful. I just want to thank you for all the support Ladies, gentlemen, everyone in between and beyond. You guys have been so wonderful when I was active last year. This forum helped a lot and though I'm not here much I love you all and hold this community near and dear in my heart
my before - March 2012
Current pair - September 2014
