Before I started to really start cross dressing I was never a big fan of looking for clothes for myself when it came to my male clothes. I mean in my male lifestyle I pretty much am a jeans wearing t shirt wearing baseball cap kind of guy and to be honest I look good as a guy and not trying to toot my own horn, but it is true. I wish I wasn't attractive and was more girlish and what not but I am not.
When I started dressing up more in the last month or so I have loved to shop online for feminine clothes and there are so many choices out there and so many websites and what not that I just get so consumed in it. I love that us females have so many varities of clothes. Sorry I said us females because I consider myself more female than male when I am at this forum, so I regard myself as a woman because that is what I am really am deep down in my soul.
Well today I went shopping for female clothes and my confidence is building and building when it comes to doing so. I don't feel as ashamed as I used to and have confidence when I am looking through the panties bin or looking at the bras, starting to careless slowly about what people think about the guy shopping in the nighties area. I think shopping is the best part of cross dressing but I also think that the waiting to get home and try the clothes on for the first time is amazing fun as well.
I am might not be the most feminine transgender male out there but when I slip on a pair of boy short panties I feel like a completely different person and I love it, its the closest that I will in becoming a female right at that moment and its like I am in a different world and its so great. The next few years I feel like my female clothes will even up to my male clothes or perhaps someday pass it by.
