So many questions.

[Jesse B.]

I received a swimming binder from a friend who is also a ftm . I tried it on and it was amazing. Usually I double bind (safely of course), but this swim binder was just right to make me flat with just one. I was wondering would it be weird if I wore it when I wasn't swimming?

Also I was wondering about stp devices . I really really really really want to order one , but my parents are still a bit fresh to me being trans (only 5.5 months since I told them). I use my mom's account and pay her back the money because I don't have credit cards, I'm lazy. Would it be too early to order that kind of thing without a freak out session.

Furthermore I need binding tips on how to move your bbs (boobs) to make them flat . (Yes I do know you can't get 100% flat) I have tried the pushing down and to the side so the nipple part is where it would be if you were a guy but it leaves this round shape that is flat on top.

[Alexthecat]

On the statement it shouldn't say "stp" it would probably just be a company that she won't have any idea what it really is.

[Teacherology]

I received a swimming binder from a friend who is also a ftm . I tried it on and it was amazing. Usually I double bind (safely of course), but this swim binder was just right to make me flat with just one. I was wondering would it be weird if I wore it when I wasn't swimming?

Also I was wondering about stp devices . I really really really really want to order one , but my parents are still a bit fresh to me being trans (only 5.5 months since I told them). I use my mom's account and pay her back the money because I don't have credit cards, I'm lazy. Would it be too early to order that kind of thing without a freak out session.

Furthermore I need binding tips on how to move your bbs (boobs) to make them flat . (Yes I do know you can't get 100% flat) I have tried the pushing down and to the side so the nipple part is where it would be if you were a guy but it leaves this round shape that is flat on top.

If you feel comfortable in the swimming binder, then there is no problem . You can always say that it is a gymsuit you are wearing or you can cover it up with a tanktop on top of it.

I don't know about your parents. I think you should decide for yourself. STP's mostly have the "silicone mold/silicone toy" on the specifications sticker on your package. You can always say that it is some art craft project you do.

As for binding goes, try only up or up and to the sides, or only to the sides. Keep in mind that you are going for the pec look.

[devention]

You can also always figure out what the price would be with shipping and get one of those vanilla visa or Mastercard cards. They have them at most department stores.