Hi ^^

[Ziz]

This is my first time coming to a TS forum.... I've crossdressed before, but was previously convinced that I simply had an odd little fetish. However, I've noted recently that when I depict myself in my head the image is usually female or a feminine androgynous kinda thing.... It tends to come up a bit in visualizations for self-hypnosis (I note my interest in my sig), hence why I'm noticing it more as of late. Interestingly, even if I try, I can't visualize myself looking the way I actually do. It doesn't come. Very odd....

Anyway, I hope to meet some cool people here, and maybe give and/or receive some helpful advice while I'm here.

Come to think of it I left that part out of my profile.... I gotta go mark me as male I suppose (going by the physical).

[Emerald]

A happy welcome to you, Ziz!

Helpful hint:
I'm physically female and perfectly willing to proclaim my physical appearance and biological sex as such.
But... this is a Transgender Support website where your gender identity (internal sense of self) is paramount.
I don't use a gender marker. I'm an Androgyne, someone who doesn't think of themselves as being a man or a woman.

Ask lots of questions... we have answers.
Voice your experiences, observations and point of view... we are listening and learning too.

Looking forward to reading your posts!

-Emerald 

[Ziz]

Oh yeah, I realized my sig note about my voice pitch doesn't match what I've written so far heheh.... Or rather I haven't fully expanded there.... I have decided to myself that I do wanna try running about in public as a girl sometime, it seems like such fun... =D

I'm being pretty stupid about it all too, since even though I'm in no way certain I care for running about in a feminine form publicly, I already started taking some herbal supplements containing phytoestrogen. ... I don't like the concept of taking estrogen.... High cancer risk, and the effects have to be maintained by continuing to take the pills and all.... heh, it's kinda stupid of me since the thing I am taking is permanent.... Oh well....

Please take note when I say that I am very tired right now and my posts will probably be much less repetitively rambly and more coherent/cohesive normally.

Time for sleep! I'll tte(vry1)l

[RebeccaFog]

Hi Ziz,

   Welcome to Susan's.
   
   Are taking the phytoestrogen according to the recommended amounts?  I'm asking because we like to encourage people to be safe in their treatments and to follow established guidelines.  We want everyone to stay healthy.  It is imperative that you do nothing that can harm you.

   We have some androgynes here who alternate in their gender expression.  You should find some interesting information.  Take a look around.  We have people on both sides of the fence and even on top of the fence.  Probably some under it too.  I think we broke the fence.


Peace,

Rebis

[ktmoore89]

Hiyas Ziz and welcome!

Self-hypnosis eh? I actually was hypnotized on the last day of high school in front of my whole class. I don't remember much except it was very relaxing and apparently I did some weird things heheh. Think you could make me forget that I ever was a male once I'm settled in? 

[no_id]

  We have people on both sides of the fence and even on top of the fence.  Probably some under it too.  I think we broke the fence.

Lol Reeb xD

And,...... Welcome Ziz! Join the club, pop some questions, and have some icecream -- they come in many different flavours.

[RebeccaFog]

New folks have to buy the ice cream.   

[tinkerbell]

Hello Ziz and welcome to Susan's!

Thank you for your introduction.  Please take a few moments to get familiar with all the forums of the site, review the site rules, and take advantage of our many resources such as the wiki, chat, and the links listed at the main page.  We look forward to your future posts and participation.  Enjoy your stay!

tink

[MeghanAndrews]

Hi Ziz,
Welcome to our cozy community here at Susan's! You can label your gender however you want, you can be yourself here. There's so much information here, plus you have chat and Wiki so you can really keep yourself busy See you around, Meghan

[Ziz]

Thanks everyone for all the replies to my little introductory thread. I'm sure I'll like it here. And if that fence isn't broken yet, I'll go get a sledgehammer. >.>.... I'd like to go back and forth a bit myself. ^^ Well.... I wanted fair-sized breasts too.... That could make things difficult.... well.... whatever.... I can think more about it later.... boobs first.... >.>

Hiyas Ziz and welcome!

Self-hypnosis eh? I actually was hypnotized on the last day of high school in front of my whole class. I don't remember much except it was very relaxing and apparently I did some weird things heheh. Think you could make me forget that I ever was a male once I'm settled in? 

I could give it a shot.  If you really are interested though, that kinda thing takes a fair amount of time... and I have no idea how to hypnotize others very well.... I'd just be teaching you how to do it yourself (especially since I doubt I'll ever actually see you, and hypnotherapy through PMs/IMs just wouldn't work that well lol).... For some reason I get uncomfortable talking about hypnosis and the like in public, including in forum threads.... The idea that people will consider me a tad loony comes to mind. It just makes me a little nervous.... If you are actually interested though, you can PM me about it whenever....

New folks have to buy the ice cream.   

Bah, never!! If I am to supply ice cream, I'll make it myself! Who wants some peanut butter wintergreen flavor? The chocolate cheesecake ice cream is mine! >.>