So I've been talking with this boy, I'm 19, he's 20; I'm not out as trangender (because I'm Venezuelan), but I've been on HRT for about a year and half.
Once he invited some friends to his house, and I went very early; well, we were bored and his parents were out, so things happened, it was both's first time, he was like "I've got a weakness toward curvy guys", I was ok with him, he was tender and nice to me, and none has ever been, damn but he was big!... however I was comfy.
He got 3 orgasms and wanted more! I just pretended one.
I can easily get them while masturbating, so I don't get why if I was much more aroused then I couldn't, not even a complete erection actually; I don't think I'm doing SRS, actually I may not do much more than hormones which I need to feel ok (unlike suicidal as I used to be), so I gotta deal with this as it is, and I want orgasms, I'm young, I like guys, and I really liked my experience in spite that lacking, it was nice to be so close to someone <3. It could've been even better.
I told him to buy viagra, I don't know if that could help me, because I was aroused as damn but I wouldn't come... damn I guess you're more experienced than I, help me

- we tried everything, games, stuff... doesn't work.