Okay, I haven't technically self harmed in about 8 months even though I still want to badly but I sometimes dig my nails into my skin on my arms and hands so deep and for so long they leave marks that last weeks. I didn't even connect it to my self harming until recently, I just decided it was a bad habit like nail biting or something, because its actually kind of a casual thing. I just do it whenever not thinking about it, but it started around the same time as I stopped cutting and burning myself, and I can't stop and I think people will start to notice the marks if they haven't already. I'm starting to think about going back to regular self harm so that way it can all be concentrated on my thighs and stomach where no one will see it. I don't get life-threatening dangerous when I self harm so even though I understand why it's a problem for my mental health probably, I don't think it would do any permanent physical damage except for leaving some scars that no one will ever have to see (i'm asexual, anyway). And I don't know what else to do to get that feeling again and to stop leaving claw marks on my arms and I've tried snapping a rubber band on my wrist and putting my hand in ice water until its numb and pretty much everything else and nothing works. Idk what to do... And its not like extra scars really matter anyway because my thighs and stomach and even wrists are already covered in scars. Why shouldn't I? I know there's probably a good reason but I can't think of one. What else could I do to stop?