I've been in and out of denial of my true gender for the past several years. I just haven't been able to accept it up until now. One of my close friends came over the other night and we ended up getting into a chat about it, as she is only of the only people that know about me. She assured me that she would always be there for me and she even kicked it up a notch and told me I'd be a handsome dude
After the chat we had I think I have the courage now to talk to my doctor about seeing a gender therapist. I might even have the guts to talk to my mom about it. Maybe the next time she asks me if I want to be a boy (which she has started asking after the sudden influx of mens old navy clothes) I'll be like, "well mom, there's something I need to talk to you about."
Oh my nerves. lol
