Hi Saiya,
A big warm welcome to Susan's Place. It's always nice to meet another sister and I hope to see you around the forums. There are many beautiful people here that have gone through or are going through the same feelings and emotions that you are. There is a vast array of information and some great resources on this site. Everything is right at your finger tips, so pull up a chair, relax and let your fingers do the walking. There are plenty of friends to made here. I wish you nothing but the best of luck on your journey and may the Angels always be looking upon you and help guide you on your path.
Hugs,
Melissa Ann