It feels rather weird, as if it's not me... As if I knew this boy and got to live inside him, but was never really him... As if he were a full body suit and I was inside him...
When it's a group photo I can remember that time and usually how awkward or out of place I felt. Sometimes I feel sympathetic and wish I could tell that boy everything he just couldn't understand, let him know earlier about everything I know now, so he could have been happier earlier

But I guess everything happens at the right time