I dont know what I should say...I'm 18, trigender, and I'm basically here just to talk to others like me... and hopefully others who can understand me. It's hard to explain myself without tripping over myself, sorry. Eh...you guys look friendly, so I'm just gonna spill it, and hope I dont get banned somehow.
Okay, so I'm trigender. I've identified as trigender for some time now, and it's weird for me...because I identify as a girl, and I like being a girl, but at the same time, I experience extreme dysphoria for the opposite sex...I cannot transition, because I identify as a girl, and yet, I am a boy as well, and also third gender. My parents are not approving, and they basically dont know of my gender identity (and also probably wouldn't approve of it.) Also, adding to that, I am multiple, like in multiple personalities. Five of us, all together, all males, but in a female's body (I really hope I'm not being "special" right now, I dont want to be.)
Anyway, we basically heard that this was a transgender forum, and I suffer from dysphoria on a very big scale sometimes (last time I cried for three days

) so I was wondering if joining a transgender forum might help me (and basically all of us, since we're all male more or less.) I'm basically wondering how you appear seamlessly as male, without transitioning, because I don't know how to, and the dysphoria I feel sometimes is too much to go on with. And some other things...
Hopefully you dont hate me/us yet...