Hi PrinzessinCHop

Sounds like you are having a pretty rough time there in Egypt, but you actually have a lot going for you that you can use to your advantage
Your youth is actually a huge advantage in that it gives you time to make a plan for when you are a bit older and are able to take more control over your own destiny
You are not alone and change is coming with each and every day, it just takes some time and patience and making a good plan for when you are able to do more to improve upon your situation
Possibly you could concentrate on school and work towards finding a way to study abroad in a more trans friendly country and go on from there
Hugs