Hi Samuel,
A big warm welcome to Susan's Place. There are many beautiful people her that have gone through or are going through the same feelings and emotions you are. There is a vast Array of information and some great resources on this site. Everything is right at your finger tips, so pull up a chair, relax and let your fingers do the walking. I hope to see you around the forums. I wish you nothing but the best of luck on your journey and may the Angles always look upon you and help guide you on your path.
Hugs,
Melissa Ann