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[besomeone]

It has been a battle I found out i'm transsexual relationships with women over the period of 30 years have felt so wrong .I cannot get into a sexual relationship with male to female have proved bad for me it feel soo wrong to me now I have with drawn and now hate what I have . And wished I could have female  genitals with no record of being male .I got so bad I chickened out on srs

[Ms Grace]

Hi there!

Firstly, welcome to Susan's    Great to have you here - looking forward to seeing you around the forum.

It sounds like you have to have a good talk about the issues you are feeling, have you considered a gender therapist/counsellor. SRS is at the end of a very long process that includes hormone treatment and real life experience so I wouldn't be giving myself a hard time for "chickening out" - talk to someone about your options and see what you would like to do.

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Grace