I just realized that my 16 months on hormones is coming up in about 2 weeks
This is insane! My body has gotten pretty girly & I must admit I see it daily when I look in the mirror & if I were to subtract the penis, I'm not even sure it can be considered male. It's coming along so nicely. My face without makeup is still definitely a guys but that's easy to counter act since I'm semi-skilled with makeup but I'm the most impressed with my body. I can't wait to see it in by my 2 year mark. Maybe I'll post a body pic on my actual 16 month date. This honestly isn't a question.. more of just a ... diary entry..? My identity is pretty anonymous so why not? haha
I just find it so insane that 2 1/2 years ago I was still in high school too focused on dysphoria to be enjoying my years in school & leaving class to contact therapist & hospitals to start HRT. Now, I'm just going to keep looking more & more feminine & my life is actually livable! Like, I was just so depressed & I couldn't see myself growing old or my future in any way shape or form because of how depressed I was. Now, I'm getting my first job, I start college in January & I'm finally gonna live the life I always wanted because I pushed & struggled through it all. Beginning HRT was the best thing I could've done & had I not been so adamant, I might be dead right now. It was crazy when it was happening, but now I'm just so happy. I love myself & I'm glad I do because no one else is going to love me as much as I have to love myself. I'm growing up into a beautiful young woman & I'm sure it shows to people when they meet me. I guess I'm just proud of myself.. I can't wait to see what life has in store for me & I know I'm going to succeed & fall in love like a normal girl would because I knew what I wanted & worked for it. It just feels really good...
If you actually read til the end then I applaud you since this was honestly a completely empty post haha Have a nice night n___n <3
