I'm 15 and a closeted male to female.I just wish I could have been able to lead a female childhood and never have to be bullied and such for being transgendered.I want to be the bride in a wedding,have biological children and play softball and have girls PE and not be an outcast anymore.I yearn for the "girl to girl" group friendships in high school and to hang out with girls on weekends and things instead of being the outsider as a guy.Sorry for venting.