So, as I have said elsewhere, since my doctor changed me to Reandron, I have had various problems with my hormones going out of whack. For reference, I have had 4 shots of Reandron and take it every 10 weeks, and get my bloodwork a few days prior to the next one. I have asked my GP for a copy of my bloodwork for the last 2 shots, because she wasn't explaining what the problem is besides that Renadron isn't doing what its supposed to and causing the opposite of what Primoteston did, i.e my oestriadol has been rapidly increasing and my T level has been dropping. I am unsure if I am allowed to say blood work levels so I won't but this has only been a problem whilst on Reandron. My GP said initially that this could occur but when my body adjusts it would stop, however it isn't for me. It just keeps getting worse, and the things it is causing keep getting worse.
I have very bad cramps that I didn't even have when I still had my monthly, sorry for being graphic but I don't know how to describe it other than saying it feels like having something too big put in there, which is very uncomfortable and psychologically distressing for me as I have never had that kind of sex and don't use that part of me. The pain is internal, very gross and disgusting feeling for me. I have it every day, and it is significantly worse at the end of my T cycle.
I have feelings like I am about to have my monthly, and feel like I have to, and do check to be sure it isn't there, several times a day. Overall it just causes pain and those feelings there and that increases my dysphoria because I don't deal with being so aware of that part of my body well at all.
I have seen a massive decline in transitional changes from T, it is almost like I am taking it for no reason anymore, and has been that way since I started Reandron. I have cold and hot flushes, and things like my emotional response from seeing movies etc is different, I feel ready to cry all the time and even though I don't it is a lot harder to not, from things that I normally have no emotional response towards. I am so tired and irritable and I don't feel like a man anymore, it is almost as bad as being pre-T and not having my mind and body congruent at all, for me. I'm very dizzy and when I stand up I almost fall over. My bones and muscles ache and have tension. None of these things happened before, when I took Primoteston, or even before I started T.
Could there be something wrong down there, that is causing this, also? Because I haven't heard of Reandron causing these problems. I'm very worried, and told my doctor this last time I saw her and she said she will talk with a doctor that has more experience with transmen, but she has said that before and never did, so I am not very confident she will. It kind of sounds to me like I would benefit from getting my hysterectomy earlier than I planned, but I have been to a (not trans friendly) gynaecologist and he said no, he wouldn't refer me to a surgeon because there is no evidence of medically needing one, and I am only 19, plus it will be difficult cause my ID has M on it. Thanks for any advice.