Is it more than just dressing up for you?

[noleen111]

For me my journey started as curiosity.. i wondered what it felt like to wear pantyhose.. (pantyhose was the first female clothing i ever wore).. I was 14 at the time.. i tried it and loved wearing them.. at 16 i wore my first skirt and it felt so natural.. like wear has these clothes been all my life..

I felt it was me..right... I was 19 when i started crossdressing seriously. This i mean.. i wore a dress, ladies underwear starting wearing makeup, even wore a bra.. i even pierced my ears (first of 3 holes) and shaved my legs.. the first time I wore heels at 19, it was as if I wore them everyday.. i was a natural. i spent more and more time as noleen. it was so natural... i would wear panties under my guy clothes, just to feel feminine

I was transgender and now i am a post-op t-girl.. i am have never been happier.

[LauraSpiral]

I went through my sexual arousal phase where I would get sexually excited wearing the clothes and then once I climaxed I would take off the clothes and just hide them away.

I feel like this sometimes, when I am aroused and crossdressing, I'll climax and always hide them away. But otherwise I like to wear them casually.

Crossdressing for me is a way to explore the real me. It makes me feel alive, free, and finally perfect. C: