sorry for abruptly disappearing... things spiraled downhill and uphill...? alot has happened since i have been here both good and bad. my timing is terrible as i have to get going to get ready for my doctor appointment. I'm both excited and nervous. I'm not sure how i should prepare for this as its like a couple hours away! I'll have to come back and post an update of what has happened and what I've learned since I've been gone....