Here's me at a friend's place yesterday, just before going into town, trying to rock the goth-chick look:
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I enhanced the brightness and contrast a little in PhotoShop for your viewing pleasure, because well... Cellphone camera's. XD Also, blue nail-polish!
I'm wearing a ton of make-up in this picture, even though you probably can't see it that well. I still think I have a horrible long guy-face. >_<
The only thing I can see in this picture is a guy still, which is incredibly annoying to me.
I'm not gonna lie: I've been having thoughts of self-mutilation a lot since last week, so I was really glad to get some distraction yesterday. I hope to talk to a psychologist next week. My friend also expressed concerns about my mental health.