i know it's a long time i didn't post here, well my life was full of problems as always, you know it's not easy for a trans guy to live in an arabic country where no lgbt rights and where everybody hate you , i was suisidal, depressed and in my room 24/7 i'm all broken from 3 years now just eat and sleep ans stay all day in my room, before a week i dont know what really happened but it's like a power push me to stand up again and change everything cause im so tired of being the loser for everybody else and i bet they can't do what i can do if only i dont have this problem and i'm not a trans i would have the highest degrees also so good in sports i always was, anyway i applied for a job and a miracle happened this time, the reply back with a yes!! i was shoked all day, i go there gave them my name and all ....the problem is they talked to me as a male i already have a unisex name they think i'm a bio guy they didn't noticed the sex place it was F cause of the picture i gave them i totaly pass like a male, that's dangerous here but they gave me the test date wich is after tomorrow i have to enter a room with more than 50 person and they all look at you myb make fun of you and myb they will notice the truth anything can happen,i really want this job so bad but idk what it may happen to me there!! i need your advices its my only chance its a miracle you can say i was dead all this years and lost hope and this is my last change i wanna go but i'm afraid what it may happen what you guys think i should do or what would u do if you were my place?!!!
