I don't know...

[Electric Fuzzball]

Re: your old attitudes, etc, try not to dwell on those. You can't do anything in the past, only now and the future. Your awakening sounds like a wonderful, positive thing.

Yeah, I won't dwell on it, it was just surprising to look back on what I had come from.

[Electric Fuzzball]

Well, my girlfriend may no longer be around.

Nothing to do with me identifying as female, it's just that I can no longer trust her. She'll be gone for a week to almost a month, come back and give me a joke story of why she was gone.

I'd have to say, I'm happier than ever to be single. I now have time to spend living instead of wondering when she will come back (that was so depressing)

I'm sorry if I sound evil, but this relationship was making life really hard for me.