Luca, just KEEP listening to that voice! You will thrive in the end, I know you will...I'm one of those irritating positive thinkers, most of the time, lol.
I've been in that place a few times myself and I learned to DO NOTHING and just wait it out.
Sending you the biggest virtual hug I can, too hard and probably inappropriately long, bordering on creepy, but I mean well 😀