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Reality to become reality??

Started by katrinaw, January 09, 2015, 06:45:33 AM

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January 09, 2015, 06:45:33 AM
Confused ramblings:
Was out dining with friends and realised this may no longer happen with me completing my desires... Kinda sad, scary and a lonely feeling.
As before I feel more relaxed with the girls, and am longing to say "yeah me too, love that/it" but if I did I would have come out to family friends before my SO's.. not really right, fair or maybe desirable.

So many times I have wanted to privately discuss my feeling and desires to other close friend's... but knowing I can't always makes me feel so despondent when I get home.... In fact questioning; but inside I cannot falter as in previous times.... at times like this I feel the wrath of Dysphoria... soooo sad... Can't think of a single non selfish reason why I have not committed before, after all, it ain't new to me  :-\

Love you guys, just needed to throw it out there  :(

L Katy  :-* &  :'(

Long term MTF in transition... HRT since ~ 2003...
Journey recommenced Sept 2015  :eusa_clap:... planning FT 2016  :eusa_pray:

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