Let me first detail just a small amount of the last hour. House temperature just right, bath water perfect, roomfull of lit candles, nice music, stress relieving aromatherapy salts, everything is set. For some reason, although I'm fairly sure it is due in part to estrogen, my mind is literally swimming in thoughts previously never concieved. I begin to unravel this mystery only to find that it has to do with simple pleasures. The combined sensations merged to light a world that my last harsh, coarse, and rigid mental landscape would have never understood. I used to see little glimpses of this world in movies, for example when the woman would be bathing and add more water by only using her toes, something that would arouse feelings of excitement but would always remain fleeting only to disappear. Tonight I had some of those and found how satisfyingly whole it made me feel. A gentle massage of breasts without any need of using it as a stepping stone for further ends, smelling melting candle wax filling the air, and the in every way perfect notion of emerging womanhood. The old is dissolving away and the new is on its way.
Anyone else care to share their discovery of new found gems? Dani
