So weather here so nice... and unusual wife soon to be ex and best friend made me go shopping... I am very busy and had FFS Dec 18 so going out male impossible now.
I kind of dress comfy.. love buckle long sleeve and jeans... but have events to go to and so.. had to shop.
I did make up which did not completely cover my bruises but I did not want to do heavy pasty look...wore jeans scarf and my cool buckle shirt.
We got hello ladies, thank you ladies everywhere we went. I used my voice at a slight higher pitch but avoided to much talking... I am working on my voice but it was never that deep.
I kinda went at this fast... going full time after only 13 months or so. My body now needs to catch up with my face so buying clothing that is a little loose but I am happy with most of what I got...
I tend to dive into things ..
I am learning to dress and be full time about the way I learned to snow ski... they took me to the top of the mountain and cut me loose...... I cried at one point on the way down but by end of day two was on black diamonds... I learned how to ride the edges of those ski's and kick butt.
So, its stressful but getting easier as I go but need to dress more feminine..
Friends making me go out to an expensive eating establishment Saturday night.. one of those places I would go as a male with them and feel uncomfortable it was so nice and expensive.. but heck they were buying... now going as female... I may need a drink or two....or three...but at least I have some clothes that match my face.
I really thought I would do this over a two or three year time frame... but my GID worsened even after being on HRT... so fair warning.. it can happen that way.
I have to get to the capital building and get new my name changed soon.. very soon.. takes about three weeks... doing that tomorrow.. Can't imaging what would happen if I get pulled over by a cop...that would be awkward...
Have a good week girls.
Keri
