I have made an appointment with a gender therapist and tonight is my first appointment! I am excited, scared, and nervous. I also will be having coffee with a friend I met on here before the appointment which is cool since where I live in rural Ohio there aren't many like us. Expect for one brave girl who has lived her life and been ridiculed viciously for it. I pray the good Lord give me an ounce of her courage because now there are two of us! Look out rural Ohio here I come! OK this is just a first step I will try not to get ahead of myself. I know I don't look anything like my avatar, yet, but I am working out and will start hormones this year. I claim that 2015 will be the year the world will see Kelli! Thank all of you sooooo much for leading the way and making it possible for the rest of us to have hope and friends.