Hi my name is kemma/beavernose lol. 46 year female from Arizona now in Ohio. a lil of my story is that i was born male but had lots of physical complications making it so that I don't have any hormones and keeping me small and looking like a kid forever, some of you might think cool i wanna look young forever and not have any hormonal issues but theres a fairly large downside to this. Without hormones your body withers away i have osteoporosis arthritis and am quite weak. i have had issues since birth and have had arthritis and osteoporosis since i was 20. I tried all the gimmicks growth hormone testosterone estrogen it just lead to someone that wasn't me.
Thinking of this, when i was young I wanted to be anything than what i was, I just wanted to be "normal". Now after trying to live my life as close to a normal guy as I possibly could it just wasn't easy being under 5 foot male with no physical male features. i have the voice of a girl mannerisms. it just felt like i was putting on an act every day and it wasn't fun. Now things still are not easy but I finally decided screw everyone else I wanna be Happy and have a chance at some love and happiness as the person i want to be. Sure maybe i didn't come to the realization that i was a dif gender like most but since mine is mostly from convenience. You shouldn't conform to or have to explain yourself to anyone. Life is just easier this way.
