Well everybody, hello. It has been a while
I stopped coming around here some time ago all that often. Life, my gender and various other things going on left me in such a debilitating state of anxiety I've been in high intensity cognitive therapy and been trying to stay off the computer and doing other things to help keep me active.
This is sort of a re-introduction for me, because quite a lot has changed with me since I was last here. I've gotten a bit more of a solid grip on my gender since I was last here. At times I was questioning if i was bi-gender, gender queer or just a crossdresser. Now I'm really solid I'm an androgynous gender fluid. One of the biggest things that has helped has been my third cbt therapist, who unlike the others, listened to me and has tried to help me. And while I have yet to see a therapist specifically for dealling with how I feel, I have begun to educate my mother on the subject with the intention of coming out to her in the near future.
Im currently working on a short film as well as an independant animated film about a transgender character in the process of exploring their identity, which is helping me massively.
Anyway, I should be much more active on here as of now. See you around the board guys
